Wednesday, January 29, 2014 – 12:59am

Andrea will hate herself for a long time after her mother rubs her nose in dog urine. This was a very upsetting time. Little girls can become suicidal. These are the things that make children hate themselves. It's very upsetting. Andrea's mother is not a very nice woman. She has put Andrea through a lot of hell. Andrea has gone through a lot of problems. It's getting very upsetting. Andrea would have liked to have had a family. Her mother has gotten in the way. Her mother isn't very nice to her and causes her lots of grief. Andrea doesn't have much she can do about that. It destroys her life.

'I want! Me!'

This is one of Monica's jokes. Monica doesn't understand that Andrea thinks she's a loser. Andrea finds Monica pathetic because she seems like one of those girls who is lacking in independence and just wants to be part of a crowd. Andrea finds her kind of cheap and very, very tacky. People don't say 'Hopefully me!' to 'Fuck who?' when they have a boyfriend. Andrea doesn't really respect Monica. She doesn't know what to do. It's like having a horrible person psychically attached to you. Andrea is trying to understand this. It really hurts inside. Andrea wanted to have a life until she started having these perceptions. Andrea was pretty happy to feel comfortable going out to some stores. It would have been nice to enjoy her life and not have to be treated bad. Her mother wouldn't let her have that. Her mother always had to act like a big bitch. Any chance to hurt Andrea's feelings. This was a fucking bitch of a mom. This was a horrible parent to have got. It would have been nice to enjoy my life. She would want to enjoy her life. She makes sure that Andrea doesn't enjoy her life. There is nothing to enjoy when your mother treats you really bad. She justifies her harsh treatment by blaming everything on her dad. Andrea will not understand this and it will not be very good. 

Andrea's mother doesn't understand that she didn't need to have a child. She didn't need to have a child and she really didn't deserve to have one. There were plenty of people who would have enjoyed having a child. Andrea would have had a nice home. Her mother kept her because she is a bitch. Andrea could have had a better life. You don't want to admit that to yourself. You took away everything she could have had. She could have had a nice backyard. She could have had some fun. She could have had some happiness. She could have had some love. Her mother kept her because she is selfish. Her mother didn't know what to do. She didn't deserve to have a daughter. She didn't deserve to have a child. Andrea will never want to be your daughter and she's beginning to feel really sad thinking about what life could have been like. What life could have been like.

'I really don't want to admit to myself.'

Monica doesn't understand that she is a lot like Andrea's mother in terms of how selfish she is. They are not very understanding. They don't understand anybody but themselves. Andrea's mother doesn't help her daughter. She expects her daughter to help her. She ruins every moment of Andrea's  life and act like it's all in fun. Andrea cannot stand her mother. She is a horrible parent to have.

'I want you to hate Andrea.'

That was what might have been said. That was what she said. She is a horrible mother.  She is a horrible mother. She is a horrible mother. She is a horrible mother. She is a horrible, horrible, horrible, horrible, horrible mother. Andrea hates her as much as she can, but it's hard because Andreas is a sympathetic person. She didn't deserve her daughter. She didn't deserve her daughter. She didn't deserve her daughter. She didn't deserve her daughter. She didn't deserve. She didn't. And she is a hateful woman. She is a hateful woman. She is a miserable human being and she doesn't want to admit it. She wants to be able to preach. She can't understand anything and she never gives anything a chance. She isn't a very nice person. She isn't a very nice mother.

Wednesday, January 29, 2014 – 12:14am

'I really hate it.'

Monica needs to talk. She wants to message someone and bitch a little bit. She needs some time to talk. She sees that they are online. She wants to talk to someone. She needs them to know all about it. She wants to talk about Andrea. She wants to talk right now. She wants to talk to someone and she is going to do it right now.

'I really hate this girl. She's trying to make it like I'm in the wrong. She does all of this writing and she's always talking about me. She's claiming that I bullied her. As if I have ever done that. I never have done anything of the sort. She's such an idiot. I really want it to stop. And she acts like she's psychic.'

Andrea can feel her talking. There is a pressure on Andrea's back.

'I really hate her. I really hate her.' and Monica doesn't need to say more.

We are going to talk a little bit about what Andrea has been through. Andrea wants it to stop and is upset about several things. She doesn't enjoy having a bit of a weight problem. She's had to be sitting in and writing all day. The burning pains in her chest hurt and she can't get out to do her exercise. She hates sitting inside and it has been a real nuisance. This girl won't stop sending Andrea negative energy. It's been going on for quite some time.

'I want it to be that she hates me.'

This is how Monica thinks. Monica was the one who started the conflict and now she's blaming the other person. This happens quite frequently. It is a form of bullying. She will not want to admit that. She will not want to admit that she bullied anyone at all. Andrea has to experience the odd sensation of Monica talking through her body. Andrea can perceive many things Monica says on a psychic level. It becomes very distracting. It's upsetting and Andrea wants it to stop. It's gone on for many years now. It's gone on and on and on. These psychic impressions started with an ex-boyfriend and then it continued on and on. There was so much hatred towards Andrea that she has become quite used to it. Life feels like a continuous flood of hate.

'I really hate her!' and Monica continues on.

'I really hate her!' and Monica continues on.

'I really hate her!' and it comes three times.

'I really hate her!' and it was 4.

'I want it to be that it's not a big deal.'

Most people would want it to be that.

'I really don't understand this.' and Monica will say that.

They want it to be that Andrea is in the wrong. Andrea is tormented by this shit. It is very upsetting and it gets very rude. It gets very rude and it's something Andrea would not want. It's very upsetting and it burns on Andrea's back. Andrea has to feel her energy as she types away. She types and types and types and types and types and types.

'I want it to be funny.' Monica thinks.

'I really hate Andrea.' and that's what Monica thinks.

'I want it to be funny!' Monica is thinking still.

'I really hate Andrea.'

It goes on and on. It goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on. Andrea is counting out each time it is said in order to make it correct. Andrea knows something. That's what Jack will think. Jack will know something and Andrea will know it too. Jack likes Andrea. He really does.

'I hate Andrea.' these are words from Monica.

'I want it to be funny!'

Andrea is upset because she wanted to do something else. Andrea wants to work on some things. She has them all outlined. She has them in some notebooks and these notebooks are very tiny.

'I really hate her!' Monica has to say.

'Andrea doesn't understand.' they want to say something else.

'I really hate her!' Monica chimes again.

'It's a very awful time.' that is what Jack said.

'I really hate her!'

Andrea gets very frustrated. She really wants to work on her stuff. She has this idiot talking through her body. Andrea doesn't know how to get rid of her. It's like having a turd stuck in your head. This bitch is pretty annoying. She's not wanted in Andrea's life. Andrea wants nothing to do with her. Andrea doesn't know how to get her out of her life. It's not as easy as just blocking her on Facebook. This loser keeps on making more anonymous profiles. It doesn't stop and she probably thinks she's pretty bright. She's been a constant source of shit for close to 5 years. This would be very annoying and it won't fucking stop.

'Me! Me! Me!'

Andrea wants this to stop. Andrea wants this to stop and it's been a big problem for many years. Andrea doesn't really like this and it really does hurt. It is a burning perception. Each time she does it it causes a burning pain.

'Meeee! Meeee! Meeee!' she does it again and again.

'Meeee!' it's not going to stop.

'I really hate her!'

'I really hate her!'

And this was just what was needed. Needed, needed, needed. Needed, needed, needed. Needed, needed, needed.

'Meee! Meee! Meee!' this is how it goes on.

'I want it to be me!' this girl keeps on going on and on.

'Meeee! Meeee! Meeee! Meeee!'

It's the most annoying thing to go through. She won't stop talking. She won't stop talking. They want to accuse Andrea of talking and this is a very upsetting thing. This is not very nice and we talked about it before. Monica isn't a very nice lady. Carol doesn't really want to admit that. This is not a good way to behave. It needs to be over soon. It needs to be over soon. It will be over soon. I have told Andrea that it will take a certain amount of time. Andrea has noticed something new. Rahu will no longer be in Scorpio.

'I want! Me! Me! Me!' and Monica keeps saying this.

This is a joke for Monica and she doesn't understand how depressing it is. She thinks it's an amusing thing for somebody to have to deal with her.

'Meeee! Meeee! Meee!'

She doesn't understand that writing is about the person who is writing. She doesn't support other females. She wants to think it's cute to alienate a woman and ridicule her work.

'Meee! Meee! Meee!'

Monica doesn't understand how stupid she is. She wants it to be funny that she says this. She wants to be able to be rude. She wants to be able to be rude. She wants to be able to be rude.

'I don't really want to admit that I'm stupid.'

And she doesn't take a fucking hint.

'Stop bothering people!' Stop it! Stop! Stop!'

'Okay. Fine.'

She backs off, but she doesn't have the right attitude. She continues messaging someone else. She doesn't have much to do. She doesn't want to do any work. She doesn't want to leave people alone and let them get on with their lives. She doesn't know when to go away. She doesn't know when she not wanted. She doesn't know how to fuck off. She doesn't know how to fuck off. And she wants to keep saying 'Meee!' as if that's what Andrea's writing is. 

Writing is a form of expression. Monica doesn't understand it. Monica doesn't try to do any writing and can't appreciate a woman who does. She doesn't want to respect a female who hasn't had her work published. She doesn't think Andrea is a big time person. She wants to cause as much trouble as she can. She won't leave Andrea alone and she doesn't understand. She doesn't understand and Andrea is getting very upset. She didn't want to spend her evening doing this. Andrea wishes she didn't have to pay for the internet. Andrea would like to take a break and not have to be at the computer so much. Andrea doesn't like this. Andrea will not touch. Andrea will not gamble. Andrea will not kill. Andrea will not kill. Andrea will not hurt. 

Monica is not really a very nice person when she hurts somebody who is kind. She takes things Andrea uses to deal with pain and makes a hell of their life. Monica doesn't take responsibility for how much agony she has caused. She acts like a bit of a loser and doesn't understand. She doesn't understand and she doesn't do anything good with her time due to her lack of understanding. They all hang around with assholes just because they can.

'I really don't want to admit that I'm this depressing. I don't want to understand that.'

It is depressing. Monica hates herself too. She can't spend time alone and draws Andrea into her life. This is done through hatred. This is very upsetting. Andrea didn't want to be here and Monica has interrupted her whole night. Monica doesn't take herself and blame herself. It would probably be good if she did. She needs to feel a little guilty. She really needs to feel the blame. Monica ought to be ashamed of herself. She keeps on playing this stupid game. She won't take responsibility and refuses to take control.

'I want! I want! I want!'

Monica doesn't understand how depressing you are. She is very upsetting and not very nice. She isn't really liked. She isn't really liked. She isn't really liked. She isn't really liked. She isn't liked. She isn't. She. And she hates herself. She hates herself. Hate.

Tuesday January 28, 2014 – 10:11pm

'As if he was interested!' 

Monica laughs and laughs. Monica laughs and laughs. Monica laughs and laughs.

'Andrea doesn't know anything.'

Monica laughs and laughs. Monica laughs and laughs. That's what Monica will do.

'She is such a fucking loser.' Monica says.

'Andrea is a bit stupid.' Kiki says this as an agreement without thinking.

'She wants to think she's talented at occultism.' Says Monica.

The gossip goes on and on.

'She was making jokes about pussy. She's obviously a closet case. That's probably why she gets obsessed with me.' Monica says.

'I think she probably hates me.' Kiki tells Monica.

They both think Andrea is a shitty writer. Somebody who is deluded.

'Misery loves to join in.'

'I want it to be funny.' Monica says about a little joke.

Andrea is getting very tired of this and wants to figure out a way to move on. Andrea is understanding how they have her pegged. They are making a stereotype and expecting her to react one way. They aren't very bright. They don't really understand. They don't want to admit they are wrong.

'I think she's going to hate us.' Monica says as she grins and grins.

Monica is about to do something which she thinks is very clever. She's going to tell somebody something. It's going to involve Andrea. She's going to send a message to someone and his name is Jack Klein. He will not understand this and he will think it's somebody else.

'He will think it's Andrea!' Monica begins to laugh.

She's going to put in a special reference that will give it away. She's going to send him a message and it's going to say something a little rude. It's going to be a bit rude. He might think it's from Andrea.

'And that's why we want to do this!' Monica laughs and laughs.

She thinks she's pretty clever. It is going to blow your mind. Andrea can understand something. It is going to be a bit unnerving. This is really happening. Monica is doing something disturbing. She's making up a message. She's going to send it to someone. It's going to say something really awful. She's going to make it sound like Andrea. She thinks it's pretty intelligent to do this kind of joke. She's going to do it tonight. He will get the message soon. You and you and you. You and you and you. You and you and you. You and you and you.

'I want it to be really funny.' She says with a fucked up face.

Andrea can feel that she is typing and it is a big disgrace.

'I want it to make you unhappy.'

It really would. She's sending a message to Jack Klein. She's going to sign it with a pseudonym and you will not understand what it means. She won't remember something Andrea said about always using her own name.

'Okay. I don't really understand this.' Jack says when he gets the message.

He sees that it's from a female. He can figure out a couple of things. He thinks it's somebody who hates Andrea because he knows something about her now. He knows she wouldn't send this and there is a big reason. Andrea can feel him getting a little bit happy. She's had a vision of him throughout the day. He reminds her of a little puppy. He is doing something her puppy did. 

Andrea had a little puppy who she misses a great deal. This puppy used to do something when she was at the computer. This puppy used to come up to her and put her paw on Andrea's arm. She'd have a happy puppy face and scratch at Andrea's arm. She'd want to get Andrea's attention. This is what the puppy would do. Andrea has had this vision. Jack is the one who is doing it. This is how it goes. This is how it is. Jack Klein is a boy and there are 2 women. One woman is really mean and doesn't mind hurting the other girl. The other girl doesn't care very much, but is pulled in because of an unusual experience.

'This psychic experience.'

Monica begins to say all about how Andrea is deluded and insane.

'I want it to be really funny.' she says to herself.

'I want it to be really funny.' she says to herself.

'I want it to be really funny.' she says to herself.

It isn't very funny. It's just pettiness. It's a petty girl who will not let people go. She doesn't understand that there is nothing for her. There is nothing for her. There is nothing to do. Many people have gotten sick of this. Many people have. Many people have gotten sick of this.

'I want it to be really funny!'

It really won't be. It won't be. Andrea wants to stop writing and continue cleaning her apartment. This dialogue is getting upsetting and you won't want to understand it.

'I want it to be really funny!'

Monica's sense of humor isn't very great. It's a bit mean-spirited.

'I want it to be very funny.'

Monica begins to work. She wants Andrea to look really bad and she is very amused. She wants to be able to do this. She can see that Andrea is not online. People might think Andrea is doing this. People might think Andrea is doing this. Andrea isn't. Andrea is typing this. This is why Monica is doing this. Because Andrea isn't online. Andrea cannot be online because she doesn't have the internet. Her internet connection is out. Her internet connection is out.

'I want it to be really funny!' Monica begins to say.

'I really like this idea!'

She begins to type away. I'm not going to tell you what she's saying. Andrea can feel the pinch in her chest. Monica is still working on this and is very excited. She is having a lot of fun doing this. She's happy to think about how bad Andrea is going to look. She won't stop doing this. It was interrupting Andrea all night. Andrea thinks she might have been at work and now she is typing away. She wants to tell somebody something and she thinks it's very funny. It is a little bit demented. Monica would really think it was. Andrea is getting tired of typing this and wishes she could go back to her work. Monica keeps on typing and Andrea feels the pain inside. Monica is smiling and smiling because of what she is typing.

'I want it to be really funny!' she says to herself.

'I want it to be very funny!' she keeps saying to herself.

She's thinking it's very funny and it will be funny too. About as funny as posting Jack's picture on Andrea's timeline.

'I want it to be funny!'

Andrea is getting very upset. It means she can't post this and Monica assumes that she is out. Andrea isn't out anywhere and hasn't been able to leave her home for days. It's because of this negative energy from a little bit of a bitch. This girl is not a nice girl and she doesn't care about other people. She wants Andrea to be the bad person. Andrea doesn't really care. She wants to make sure Andrea isn't liked and she will talk about Andrea in a negative way. She won't leave Andrea alone and she reads every word that Andrea posts.

'I want it to be funny!'

Andrea is so sick of this. This energy is really annoying and it pinches on Andrea's heart.

'I want it to be funny!'

Monica is typing and typing. She's just sent the message and it's about 4 in the morning. Well, it's not really. But, Andrea can feel that she's done. She is still annoying Andrea because her mind is still on the subject. She's on her bed and she's laughing. She's laughing right now. Jack has gotten the message. He is beginning to read it right now. It says a lot of stuff. I'm not going to tell you very much. Jack can be reading it and he's not that happy. It's about a boob and you won't want to know what it is. It's maybe a bit of a message and Andrea doesn't know what it's about.

'I want it to be funny!'

It won't be very funny. You won't want to understand this. Jack will be understanding it. Jack doesn't understand this and he knows it's not Andrea's style. This doesn't sound like Andrea.

'I want it to be funny!'

And it's not. It's just a crazy bitch who is very angry that Jack doesn't like her. Jack isn't speaking to her. Well, he might be a little bit.

'I really like it!' and that's what Monica says.

'I think Andrea's a closet case.'

That's a very silly thing when you consider all the boys Andrea flirts with. There are very many. There are many boys with whom Andrea might flirt. She likes to flirt with one of them, but she doesn't mean anything by it. Jack doesn't care. Well, he really might. He might be a little bit of a hypocrite and not like it when Andrea flirts. This is not very obvious, but Andrea can feel that something has changed. She's been feeling a little bit better ever since she blocked her neighbor.

'I want it to be funny!'

You will never know how it is not funny. It isn't funny at all.

'I want it to be funny!'

Andrea is getting very tired. Jack doesn't know what to make of this and figures it's somebody else. He won't want to think it's Monica and that is a very good point.

'Yawn.' is what he wants to say, but he doesn't say it.

He's a little bit dumb, but he is kind of happy. He knows something new. He knows something new. He won't want to admit this, but he likes somebody. He likes somebody. He really does. And it won't be you. Not you. Only the stupid girl who is supposed to be dumb.

'Yawn.' and that's what Jack wants to say.

Andrea doesn't care. She is upset about nothing.

'This is what we're going to say.' Andrea can hear a bit of a hoarse voice.

It sounds like somebody Andrea knows. This is somebody over at Jack's place.

'I want you to say nothing.' is what this person would suggest.

Jack ignores the message and blocks the person who sent it. This person who sent it used the same profile which posted pictures on Andrea's timeline. There is somebody who will know this. This somebody is somebody. You want to think they are very smart. They used the very same profile and somebody might recognize it. But, Monica doesn't know this.

'Yawn.'

That is what he shall say. The day is beginning to draw to a close. It has been a bit of a day. It has been a bit of a day and Andrea didn't have to do as much writing. This is what it is. It is. It is. It is. It is. It is. It is.