Wednesday, January 29, 2014 – 12:14am

'I really hate it.'

Monica needs to talk. She wants to message someone and bitch a little bit. She needs some time to talk. She sees that they are online. She wants to talk to someone. She needs them to know all about it. She wants to talk about Andrea. She wants to talk right now. She wants to talk to someone and she is going to do it right now.

'I really hate this girl. She's trying to make it like I'm in the wrong. She does all of this writing and she's always talking about me. She's claiming that I bullied her. As if I have ever done that. I never have done anything of the sort. She's such an idiot. I really want it to stop. And she acts like she's psychic.'

Andrea can feel her talking. There is a pressure on Andrea's back.

'I really hate her. I really hate her.' and Monica doesn't need to say more.

We are going to talk a little bit about what Andrea has been through. Andrea wants it to stop and is upset about several things. She doesn't enjoy having a bit of a weight problem. She's had to be sitting in and writing all day. The burning pains in her chest hurt and she can't get out to do her exercise. She hates sitting inside and it has been a real nuisance. This girl won't stop sending Andrea negative energy. It's been going on for quite some time.

'I want it to be that she hates me.'

This is how Monica thinks. Monica was the one who started the conflict and now she's blaming the other person. This happens quite frequently. It is a form of bullying. She will not want to admit that. She will not want to admit that she bullied anyone at all. Andrea has to experience the odd sensation of Monica talking through her body. Andrea can perceive many things Monica says on a psychic level. It becomes very distracting. It's upsetting and Andrea wants it to stop. It's gone on for many years now. It's gone on and on and on. These psychic impressions started with an ex-boyfriend and then it continued on and on. There was so much hatred towards Andrea that she has become quite used to it. Life feels like a continuous flood of hate.

'I really hate her!' and Monica continues on.

'I really hate her!' and Monica continues on.

'I really hate her!' and it comes three times.

'I really hate her!' and it was 4.

'I want it to be that it's not a big deal.'

Most people would want it to be that.

'I really don't understand this.' and Monica will say that.

They want it to be that Andrea is in the wrong. Andrea is tormented by this shit. It is very upsetting and it gets very rude. It gets very rude and it's something Andrea would not want. It's very upsetting and it burns on Andrea's back. Andrea has to feel her energy as she types away. She types and types and types and types and types and types.

'I want it to be funny.' Monica thinks.

'I really hate Andrea.' and that's what Monica thinks.

'I want it to be funny!' Monica is thinking still.

'I really hate Andrea.'

It goes on and on. It goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on. Andrea is counting out each time it is said in order to make it correct. Andrea knows something. That's what Jack will think. Jack will know something and Andrea will know it too. Jack likes Andrea. He really does.

'I hate Andrea.' these are words from Monica.

'I want it to be funny!'

Andrea is upset because she wanted to do something else. Andrea wants to work on some things. She has them all outlined. She has them in some notebooks and these notebooks are very tiny.

'I really hate her!' Monica has to say.

'Andrea doesn't understand.' they want to say something else.

'I really hate her!' Monica chimes again.

'It's a very awful time.' that is what Jack said.

'I really hate her!'

Andrea gets very frustrated. She really wants to work on her stuff. She has this idiot talking through her body. Andrea doesn't know how to get rid of her. It's like having a turd stuck in your head. This bitch is pretty annoying. She's not wanted in Andrea's life. Andrea wants nothing to do with her. Andrea doesn't know how to get her out of her life. It's not as easy as just blocking her on Facebook. This loser keeps on making more anonymous profiles. It doesn't stop and she probably thinks she's pretty bright. She's been a constant source of shit for close to 5 years. This would be very annoying and it won't fucking stop.

'Me! Me! Me!'

Andrea wants this to stop. Andrea wants this to stop and it's been a big problem for many years. Andrea doesn't really like this and it really does hurt. It is a burning perception. Each time she does it it causes a burning pain.

'Meeee! Meeee! Meeee!' she does it again and again.

'Meeee!' it's not going to stop.

'I really hate her!'

'I really hate her!'

And this was just what was needed. Needed, needed, needed. Needed, needed, needed. Needed, needed, needed.

'Meee! Meee! Meee!' this is how it goes on.

'I want it to be me!' this girl keeps on going on and on.

'Meeee! Meeee! Meeee! Meeee!'

It's the most annoying thing to go through. She won't stop talking. She won't stop talking. They want to accuse Andrea of talking and this is a very upsetting thing. This is not very nice and we talked about it before. Monica isn't a very nice lady. Carol doesn't really want to admit that. This is not a good way to behave. It needs to be over soon. It needs to be over soon. It will be over soon. I have told Andrea that it will take a certain amount of time. Andrea has noticed something new. Rahu will no longer be in Scorpio.

'I want! Me! Me! Me!' and Monica keeps saying this.

This is a joke for Monica and she doesn't understand how depressing it is. She thinks it's an amusing thing for somebody to have to deal with her.

'Meeee! Meeee! Meee!'

She doesn't understand that writing is about the person who is writing. She doesn't support other females. She wants to think it's cute to alienate a woman and ridicule her work.

'Meee! Meee! Meee!'

Monica doesn't understand how stupid she is. She wants it to be funny that she says this. She wants to be able to be rude. She wants to be able to be rude. She wants to be able to be rude.

'I don't really want to admit that I'm stupid.'

And she doesn't take a fucking hint.

'Stop bothering people!' Stop it! Stop! Stop!'

'Okay. Fine.'

She backs off, but she doesn't have the right attitude. She continues messaging someone else. She doesn't have much to do. She doesn't want to do any work. She doesn't want to leave people alone and let them get on with their lives. She doesn't know when to go away. She doesn't know when she not wanted. She doesn't know how to fuck off. She doesn't know how to fuck off. And she wants to keep saying 'Meee!' as if that's what Andrea's writing is. 

Writing is a form of expression. Monica doesn't understand it. Monica doesn't try to do any writing and can't appreciate a woman who does. She doesn't want to respect a female who hasn't had her work published. She doesn't think Andrea is a big time person. She wants to cause as much trouble as she can. She won't leave Andrea alone and she doesn't understand. She doesn't understand and Andrea is getting very upset. She didn't want to spend her evening doing this. Andrea wishes she didn't have to pay for the internet. Andrea would like to take a break and not have to be at the computer so much. Andrea doesn't like this. Andrea will not touch. Andrea will not gamble. Andrea will not kill. Andrea will not kill. Andrea will not hurt. 

Monica is not really a very nice person when she hurts somebody who is kind. She takes things Andrea uses to deal with pain and makes a hell of their life. Monica doesn't take responsibility for how much agony she has caused. She acts like a bit of a loser and doesn't understand. She doesn't understand and she doesn't do anything good with her time due to her lack of understanding. They all hang around with assholes just because they can.

'I really don't want to admit that I'm this depressing. I don't want to understand that.'

It is depressing. Monica hates herself too. She can't spend time alone and draws Andrea into her life. This is done through hatred. This is very upsetting. Andrea didn't want to be here and Monica has interrupted her whole night. Monica doesn't take herself and blame herself. It would probably be good if she did. She needs to feel a little guilty. She really needs to feel the blame. Monica ought to be ashamed of herself. She keeps on playing this stupid game. She won't take responsibility and refuses to take control.

'I want! I want! I want!'

Monica doesn't understand how depressing you are. She is very upsetting and not very nice. She isn't really liked. She isn't really liked. She isn't really liked. She isn't really liked. She isn't liked. She isn't. She. And she hates herself. She hates herself. Hate.