7 February 2014 at 16:01

'I really hate the fact that she can say that.'


We don't want you to understand why. They won't want you to understand why they treat people badly. They think it helps them and keeps them on top. They hurt other people and they avoid getting hurt unless somebody gets really angry about it. They get really angry about nothing. Andrea can sense a lot of anger. And some of you will notice that I haven't asked her to block or delete you. You could use listening to Andrea and you aren't a threat to her. They won't want to understand what they were doing. They were being very destructive and this would include some who didn't think they were. This would include people who thought they had been nice.


'I really don't want to think about it. I want it to be that she was nice. I want it to be that subtle ways of being rude are okay. I want it to be okay to look down on somebody. I think it is fine when people think they are better. If they have more money they probably are. If they are better liked they are probably right. I want it to be that way. I want it to be that way. I want. I want. I want. I want.'


It's persistent, but the power is beginning to weak. We didn't say weakened and some of you might think that was a typing error.


'Me! Me. Me.'

The power is beginning to weaken. The power is beginning to get weaker. Andrea has been doing quite a bit better. She had a better day at work over the past couple of days. There wasn't as much energy attacking her. There is only a little bit remaining. Sometimes it seems a little bit necessary, but other times it doesn't.


'I really want it to be that she hates herself. I want! I want! I want! I want. I want. I want.'


It's getting a little less energy. Little bit less energy. We will not make a mistake. We will type out every word. And there is a ball of energy resting on Andrea's back left shoulder blade. There is a ball of heat on her back and she's feeling it open up. She can feel a couple of people's jaws dropping. they don't know exactly what has happened. Most of them can no longer read this page. We have a couple more to go. Andrea can see a couple of faces and I want you to think about why. These 2 people might read this page and they will want to know why Andrea has deleted everybody.


'I really don't want to admit that I did this.'


They won't want to admit what was done. They won't want to admit and it won't get you ahead. Andrea needs to move on at her own. These people are quite hurtful and I know why it hurts. Andrea wanted to feel that she was equal and they made her feel like a lesser person. Andrea wanted to feel that she was respected and somebody grabbed her, pulled her, and told her she was a piece of shit. Andrea wanted to overcome things from her childhood and this is going to be very painful. I will need to tell you more and it's going to be to do with social issues. Andrea had her confidence crushed when she was a child. She had to feel like she was inferior and Andrea had a big change. Andrea had a spiritual experience and wanted to overcome her childhood.


'I really don't want it to be what it was. I don't want it to be that I was a stupid person. I don't want it to be that I was so dumb that I hurt somebody for a shitty reason. I don't want it to be that I was so selfish that I did this. I don't want it to be my fault. I want it to be that Andrea needed to be hurt. I wanted it. I wanted it. I really wanted that. I didn't want it to be a competitive thing. I wanted it to look like I was looking after people. I wanted it to look that way. Not that I was trying to eliminate competition.'